There’s always going to be something that you regret in life, but it’s how you react to it that makes you the person that you are. Faith was growing up, just a small town girl, living with the loss of her parents. She grew up with her grandmother; however, she has a huge regret in her life, a mistake that has changed her life forever.
Faith not only has to live with the loss of her parents, but she also has to learn to become a parent of her own. Luckily, she has her grandmother there by her side, and she’s not going to make her raise the baby alone, but it’s still going to be hard for her to be a single sixteen year old mother. She’s gone through a lot with her Grandmother in the past year, and Faith has been there every step of the way. Faith has always been the strong one, but now it’s time for her Granny to be there for her.
Faiths went to a party one night with her friends, and let’s just say by the morning, she couldn’t remember how she got home, or where she was. She got a call from a boy that she supposedly met the night before, and he asked her unusual questions. Therefore, she took a pregnancy test, and it came out positive. She couldn’t believe how irresponsible she had been that night, and how stupid she could have been to have done that. Not only does she have to learn how to be a mother, but she doesn’t even know the father.
Dear Diary,
I don’t know what I have done with my life recently. I’ve thrown away all my hopes and dreams to make sure that this baby will grow up in a normal life style. I don’t know what I would do without Granny here with me right now. It’s been months since the party, and I still can’t believe that I’m going to be raising my own baby girl. I’m praying that I will be a good mother, because I don’t know what I would do if I couldn’t give my baby all that she deserves. I know what it’s like to have to live without my father, and I know that it’s going to be hard for her to understand, but there’s nothing I can do about it. I’ve gone so many restless nights without sleep, and I just want everything to be okay. I hope someday I’ll know how to get myself out of this hole that I’ve buried myself in.
Days have gone by, which have turned into weeks, and Faith is doing okay. Granny spends everyday talking to Faith and telling her just to believe that everything is going to be okay. She hasn’t thrown away her dreams; she can still accomplish all that she desires to do. Right now she is attending
off the rest of her high school career as a single teenage Mom. However, Granny is going to help her take care of the baby, so she will have time to get her studies done, and still be the average student she was.
Months have slowly dragged on, and Faith has a beautiful baby girl named Emily. Granny has had Emily wrapped around her finger since the day she was born.
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Faith wrote a letter to Emily for when she’s older so she can understand what happened in her life better.
Dear Emily,
I know your life is complicated, and I know it might for you to understand everything that happens, but everything happens for a reason. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and not a day goes by that I’m not thankful that I have you in my life. You have a father somewhere, but he isn’t part of my life, or yours. Someday, we can find out who he is if you want to, I know he’d be so proud of the girl you’ve grown up to be. Being such a young mother, you have taught me so much. I love you with every beat of my heart, and I’m so glad that I have you in my life.
Love, Mom
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